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My name is Louise. Private entries are locked, so add me?

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Photons of light can travel for years, centuries, or even millennia, across the unfathomable vastness of space. When they reach our small world, they enter our eyes, activate our optic nerves and fire our imagination. In response to these small triggers, we can paint a mental picture of the source of these photons- the planets, stars and galaxies in the night sky. We can begin to wrestle with the concepts of modern astronomy, which sometimes seems more like science fiction than science: pulsars, quasars, black holes, dark matter and the ultimate face of the universe.

Paul Murdin

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Stayed home today to catch up school work. I have been writing my essay for french for hours then switching to my physics problems while watching the extended lord of the rings. Heavenly, really.

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My friends are beautiful, just saying.

bugspray, originally uploaded by louise.cumming.

I wish i wish upon a golden fish that

it was friday!

livejournal is boring when no one cares, eh?

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machu picchu, originally uploaded by louise.cumming.

i want to go back.

cake walk, originally uploaded by louise.cumming.

This photo is actually from so long ago, grade 10 actually.

I always thought i looked gross, but still liked it? Lips Chapped, flushed skin, wild hair, tired eyes. and cold winter.

i also look like i'd cut ya deep.

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I feel overwhelmed with work. I am considering quitting my job, i honestly worked way too much this past month. I'm supposed to be part-time and i almost worked 60 hours last cheque!

Deep breaths.

Next weekend i am going to stay with Connor from Friday to Sunday. I miss him, i really do. It's hard for me to stay optimistic though. It's already so heard when he lives half an hours drive away, what happens when i am abroad for an entire year!? I don't want to attend his university, in fact i was hoping to go out east. Ugh, it's hard to think about.

My sister left today for China. She'll be gone for an entire year. Saying goodbye was tearful like always, but hopefully i'll be able to visit this Christmas. Tomorrow is a huge deal in China, she won't be able to leave her house without military permission so i hope everything goes well. ach!

Oh yep my love.

Ohbijou.

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( Taken by my sister in Muskoka: xtine, me, kat.)

I'm going to see connor on Friday, it's very difficult for me to describe what separation feels like. I'm lonely i guess.

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I'm obsessed with infinite loops. Gödel, Escher, Bach. I am an infinite loop.

excerpt:

And yet when I say "strange loop", I have something else in mind — a less concrete, more elusive notion. What I mean by "strange loop" is — here goes a first stab, anyway — not a physical circuit but an abstract loop in which, in the series of stages that constitute the cycling-around, there is a shift from one level of abstraction (or structure) to another, which feels like an upwards movement in a hierarchy, and yet somehow the successive "upward" shifts turn out to give rise to a closed cycle. That is, despite one's sense of departing ever further from one's origin, one winds up, to one's shock, exactly where one had started out. In short, a strange loop is a paradoxical level-crossing feedback loop.

i switched back into physics, i can't help it. I'm a nerd.